Ramadhan has always been a month that I look forward to each year. At the same time it leaves me with a pang of sadness at the end of it. There are many reasons on why I always welcome Ramadhan with an open heart. The main reason is because it cleanses my spirit and soul. In life, we are bound to make mistakes, regardless whether they are verbally or physically done. Hence, Ramadhan would be a good start to ask for forgiveness from the Almighty over the accidental sins that we have done along the years. As a human, I know I've made mistakes in life ( I might have hurt a friend's feeling, neglected important people in my life, less appreciate the kindness of some or maybe a slip of tongue ). Thus, Ramadhan cleanses my soul ,helps to lift my spirits to be a better Muslim and His humble servant as well. I always feel relax & at peace everytime I seek for forgiveness from Him. And I hope and pray that He'll hear and accept my sincerest apologies. Looking from a different point of view, Ramadhan is different than other months of the year because it is the time when I normally set new ambitions and set my determination. Not that any other months are not good enough but it's just the feeling that I normally have during this time of the year. Alhamdulillah, so far I've always achieved my ambitions (not all but some ;) ). So, just a kind note to my readers, perhaps next year's Ramadhan would be a good try for you? ;) . Give it a go! Besides that, this Holy month never fails to teach me the true essence of life. In today's fast pace world, the thought of those who are less fortunate than us might slip from our mind. Those craving for a drink to quench their thirst or even in need for food to satisfy their hunger. Then, there are some of them who crave for love and care from others with the hope that one day they will be able to feel and taste it. The feeling of being loved and cared for. Love is definitely a feeling that one naturally feels of having. It is indeed a need by everyone. These situations make me feel appreciative towards the endless wealth and health that He gives me (my family, my fiance, a good job, the ability to walk, talk, eat etc). I feel thankful over the things that I have in life and treasure them more. I feel closer to Him. And during this month as well, I will always try to find my 'nuur' (in Arabic 'nuur' means light). I am not sure if you know what I mean but when i feel the 'light' it always makes me feel more motivated, in better spirits and lifts up the tone in my life. It's an unexplainable feeling that I get and always look forward to. Until I meet you again next year, InsyaAllah. So readers......there you go, on the reasons why I feel sad when bidding farewell to Ramadhan. Goodbye Ramadhan , it has indeed been a beautiful and humble month.
(This year's Ramadhan was a sad one for me as a collegue of mine passed away. It was a tragic incident and definitely a big loss for most of us at the faculty. To Sis Mariam, you had been an honest and sincere friend to me. A person who was truly genuine and I pray and hope that He places you with all the beautiful souls at His place. Al-Fatihah).
Until then....my next post will be on the beautiful month of Syaawal . Salam to all my readers and goodnight.
